Episode #21
He had me going crazy , oh I was star-struck.He made my heart pound , I skip a beat when I Hear his voice
Thought you'd always be mine
to a special mister.
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Miss you.
1:36 AM
Episode #20
Hello Earthlings.
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I just got off the phone with lil'fiqah. yes, she's down with the flu plus everyone else seems to be down with the virus. that includes mister smoking hot and fiqah's dearie, khai. i was planning to catch a movie : Step Up 3D.
at times, i wish i knew the answer to life and maybe get things that i've always wanted. Anyway, i dont have any control over life. i guess the only one that can helps is to turn to god.
2:14 PM
Episode #19
Oh dear me, my dusty blog. I'm sorry i've left you for the past three months.
Lets start with my birthday dated 19 june 2010. Mom and dad decided to celebrate my birthday at Hong Kong Disneyland which was a blast but i wasn't able to meet mr. smoking hot as promised to be in our new adidas shoes. Furthermore back in Jakarta, i was traumatized by an incident i shall not speak off anymore. A few days later, we returned to Singapore. i had a belated birthday party by mom who surprise me with KFC & Pizza Hut and special guests , Fiqah & Azmi. I wanted to move on with life but i'm afraid i'm still dragging my feet and refused to fly off.
Fiqah mention that i've lost weight thats explain the sadness and hurt that i've kept within me for the past few weeks in jakarta. Soon i realized how much of singapore or mainly the people in my life means to me; that childhood boy and that mister with responsibilities.
And now, i wonder how he's doing? last i heard he have been lyrical and might be doing a CD soon. and i miss his voice, the only thing that calms my nerves.
11:56 AM
Episode #18
I want come back to SG yet mom and dad are so not letting me leave their sight. please , i don't want to be remembered of the incident . and i can't bring myself to tell anyone. Flashes of the incident keep coming to me at nights . Oh dear , HELP me!
Tags Reply:
( Fiqah) akak can't promise you adik . akak is stuck in jakarta period . bile akak dah alik bru kita discuss , Okay?
( Azmi ) Dude , your replys are in the tagboard . help me rusty knight in-amour.
( Yung Sz) You brought the bracelet already ? hey. get well first then we'll talk about it okay?
10:56 AM
Episode #17
These past few days , its seems so quiet . azmi didn't ask me out for the last three days already . thus , i went to pay a visit to little cousin , afiqah . we chat , giggled and hugged .
i was told by mom that we'll be heading to jakarta again this month . i guess mom and dad notice that i've been pretty down lately . Packing my bags yet i feel there something amiss .
i wish i could hear your voice to feel so much better but unfortunately , i can't .
Tags Reply:
( Afiqah ) - Like i told you the other day adik sayang . yes , i think i saw your abg saiful when i was out with azmi .
( Azmi ) - Well , i didn't want you to make such an issue dude . you know how i feel , right ? Thank you for always being there . take me out before i leave ?
( YungSZ ) - You were really THERE ? so it was real ? wish i could ... sorry i didn't approach you . IMYSM .
2:26 PM